Heartbreaks and Sorrows.

I'm still suffering from my fever. It sucks cos each time i stand up i get dizzy. Then i'd sit down again. I feel like some crippled. And all i've been doing is, to the doctor's, sleep, medicine, sleep, medicine. And the cycle goes on. Now my head still hurts. And everywhere i look is blur. God knows why.

I wanna get well! I wanna get well! I wanna get well! I wanna get well! I wanna get well! I wanna get well! I wanna get well! I wanna get well! I wanna get well! I wanna get well! I wanna get well!

It's the first time in my life i actually want to go to school. Oh god, this sucks. And i missed Techniques and Danceworks! on monday. I heard they've learnt new steps! Gahh. Then i was supposed to go and buy cloth with Isabel on monday. I was sick, and i couldnt join her. Now i feel so bad. Plus my share of the cloth? I have yet to pay. OMG, it sucks being sick.

And yknow the worse part of everything is that i'm craving for food, but i have no appetite. And seeing mum and gramps fighting over Eastern or Western medicine is better, makes me feel so bad. Yknow it's like two mothers screaming at the top of their voices in the living. It makes the walls vibrate.

Mum says i wont make it to school tmrw. How?! Then i'll be missing out on everything again. Pfft. And hmk! I havent done any, i'm screwed. And Science, Geog projects, Dancewroks! preparations, and DNT. Ah, i'm.so.dead.

I'm craving for milo dinosaur, see what i mean?